Nerve-wracking noise. Yes it’s noise, not music. Not the punk-rock way, neither not a good nerve-wracking. It’s the war in the time when you’re looking for your own peace of mind. Many thoughts in your head, and it’s creating a sin. You have to hold your tongue, and manage you heavy heart.
“Waaaaaaaaaaah!!!” I want to scream out loud. To scream at the top of my lungs. To scream til I don’t have any voice to scream.
Ironically, I’m hopeless, I’m hopeless, but believe that there’s a God with me. That God who created me like Himself. Not any other god.
I need help, for once.